aku hanya wanita ..

salam ukhwah fillah semua :)

rasanya dah jarang2 sekarang sy mengupdate blog,bz 

dgn peperiksaan....

nak habiskan kitab 9 madah dgn gap exam yg selang

hanya beberapa hari je....

x kisah la tu,..

dlm sibuk2 exam ni,kdg2 hati sempat jugak nk berfikir

perkara yg x berapa nak penting...

masih melihat dan meneliti sekeliling....

masih mengambil tahu hal2 dunia dan 

perubahan semasa..

baru2 ni,baru terdengar cerita tentang poligamii.ntah,

memg isu yg selalu perempuan x berapa suke nak dengar.

baru dpt tau cerita dr kawan baik aku,yg mak cik die di madukan,

so bile da tua ni,die menghabiskan

sisa2 hidup dgn rase sunyi dan sengsara,..

die di madukan pn bukan atas kerelaan...

tibe2 dpt tau suami die dah kawen kat thailand..

mula2 memg x dpt terima smpai pengsan2 mak cik tu..

tp dah lame2,nak buat cm ne....

terpaksa jela....

kdg2 aku terfikir,

kalau aku berapa dlm situasi tu...

haih...aku x dpt bayangkan mcm mane...

tp bile aku renung2 semula,

lebih baik aku fikir tentang ganjaran Allah,

drp nikmat kasih syg suami yg cuma secebis dan sesaat..

bile aku bayangkan,kat padang mahsyar nanti,

sume org berpanas2 tp kite je yg jalan

dgn payung emas..subhanallah!

memg sgt best ganjaran tu...

tp..nak laluinye sgt perit...

kdg2 juga aku fikir mcm senang jd laki kn...

kalau rase malas nk layan pasangan die,

off hp g lepak ngn kawan2..

pastu bg alasan,bateri low atau x de kdt,

atau2 ape2...x penah nk pk perasaan pmpn...

tp aku percaya,masih ade lelaki baik yg x buat mcm tu pd perempuan...prinsip aku,aku x percaya semua laki kat dunia ni...

kecuali abg kandung aku.....

ntah...semua lelaki akan mengecewakn perempuan..

aku x percaya!

perempuan selalu je di tindas...

walau hakikat dlm islam martabat perempuan sgt tingggi..

lelaki suke2 hati je,kalau suke dtg

kalau x suke tinggal2kan...

aku pernah fikir,ape lelaki ni x de hati dan perasaan ke?..

aku sgt2 berharap,bakal imam ku bakal pendampingku nanti

seorng lelaki yg jujur dan x suke menindas perempuan,

harap sgt... :) amin...

aku sgt tertarik dgn lagu beyonce ni ...

"If I Were A Boy"

[Verse]
If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it.
Cause they’d stick up for me.

[Chorus]
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

[Verse]
If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it’s broken
So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waitin’ for me to come home (to come home)

[Chorus]
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted (wanted)
Cause he’s taken you for granted (granted)
And everything you had got destroyed

[Bridge]
It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I’d forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

[Chorus 2]
But you’re just a boy
You don’t understand
Yeah you don’t understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you’ve taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you’re just a boy